(:

This feeling totally sucks.
Argh.
Dont know what on earth is happening.
I shouldnt be bothering.
But why am i still thinking so much.

Looking aimlessly around the house now.
Feel so constrained and helpless.
Cant do much now also.

Audi is becoming a emo location for me.
Go in happily,
hardly will come out happily as well.
What on earth is going on la.

ARGH.
Someone.
Save me from my misery please.

No point lying to myself everyday.
I'm kinda a realistic fellow.
Tomorrow will be a better day?
I beg to differ.

Who knows whether i will get banged by a car tmr?
call me mr.negative.
i dont give a damn.

Thats who i am.
Like it anot.
Its still who i am.

This is some part of my life.
Where im trying to fit into everywhere.
Getting tired.
Why have i got to put in so much effort?

Putting on a fake smile everyday is tiring.
seriously.
Drifting away bahs.

Was close with jerad, mich, kat fr a period of time.
Thanks to them.
I wasnt that emo when i go audi.
But..
Hmm.
Things change i suppose.
I dont want keep relying on them also.
It will just be a burden.
Dont wanna be an extra to their fam also.

Hmm. Mel, Weiling, Adri, Aloy, Kerene.
Gayfamily.
Rofl.
Never fails to bring me laughter.
Once again.
i was one of the latecomers. lol.
But i have to say.
They are a bunch of great peeps. (:
Dont wanna be too much of an extra there also. (:

Next up.
Pinge, Peace, Maomao, Laobei, Vamz, Domo, Bimbo.
Heartfamily.
lol.
hmm. this bunch of people are also greatttt laa. hahas.
My audi companions eh?
Not very close yet bahs i suppose?
Still need break more ice eh dajie?
hahas.
I always the emo one among them. lolol.

Huilin!
rofl! hahas.
ty fr being there always ar! ((:
But.
Seriously la.
When need slp, go slp.
dont over tire yourself. (:
i dont want be bad guy who takes away pple's slp wor. (:

As fr a particular her.
hmm.
thanks fr everything laa.
seriously.
memories will be there.
all the sweet one of coz.
hate to say this.
but jealously kills i guess.
up to now.
zzz.

and then.
others like. zhuzhu, and my bunch of friends out there.
ty to u all too! (:

Hey hmm.
guys. dont take it to heart fr wad i said k?
tats just hw i feel.
and i find no point keeping it frm u all.
since u all are my closest friends(:

After a long post.
Guess i end here le bahs.
Darn it pissed.
Wanted to go out with my friends.
==.
Last min decisions.
and u ask me not to be last min.
Set an example first la horh. ==


`Kenneth.

posted by Kenneth Tan @ 2:21 PM