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Thursday, July 23, 2009

Sighs.

Things have been going on fairly well i guess. for now. lol.

Theres tons of things that i want to buy la. gosh.

A pair of havaianans slipper,

a molten basketball,

a crumpler bag,

more shorts,

more collared shirt,

skinnies.

lol. i will never have enough money. lol.

sometimes i ponder.

is being single the right choice?

it might seem to be.

but when u want to be loved.

yes, friends are always around.

but its not the love that u really want..

idk. i'm vexed.

i hate this feeling.

hope i wouldnt go into the wrong direction.

i have been pushing people away from me alr.

so will i leave to regret it?

or continue pushing people away?

i really dont know.

i am trying to be strong.

i am smiling so much more oftenly.

but do you really know?

that behind my smile, it always lies sadness.

guessyouwouldneverknow..

`Kenneth.