Just realise i had been a failure in everything
A failed bf.
A failed student.
A failed child.
A failed person.
Whatever I do, no matter how much i tried, or put in effort,
it just seems useless.
Keeping on a fake smile is hard.
Regards,
Kenneth.
Wondering if there is actually really someone reading what i post.
Hahas.
Been kinda addicted to drummania out of a sudden.
Can say its abit like my dream since childhood bahs.
I always think that drums are the coolest instrument I want to learn,
thinking of how people plays the drums and all.
It totally amuses me.
Been in a stress state lately,
some of friends prob, some of my own personal probs, some of sch work.
Cant seem to get my time management ever in place.
But seriously, i need to try alr.
hahas. 9 more days. It will be me and baby's 5th month le wor.
Dont know whether if she is really happy with me also mahs.
Been thinking lots of things lately also. x.x
Sighs.
Miss her badly!
But getting to see her tomorrow! So its ok la! :D
Regards,
Kenneth.
P.S. I am in need for $$!! ):
