I guess i receive all the culture shock.
The feeling of being alone.
Which i never receive in secondary school.
its been a week.
and its still like tt.
the feeling sucks. alot.
i think i shld just isolate myself.
since i already tried to blend it.
but they dont seem to be accepting me.
Lazy to try anymore.
Maybe i shld keep myself away from everyone.
3 years only right.
sighs.
tell me what shld i do.
i really dk what to do now.
i am emo.
everyday i am emo.
very.
someone.
save me la.
`Kenneth.
Not fitting in.
Not getting into groups.
Left out.
Regretted choice?
Lets see.
First day was horrid.
Lets see what happens next.
fked up.
dont give the.
oh. yes. i am mr-oh-wow-i-am-so-popular-and-sociable-thingy.
dude.
u suck.
attention seeker(:
`Kenneth.
Got my tertiary card and my student id card in NP alr!
ok. but its fugly. ==
Nvm about that.
MONDAY START SCH LE!
weets!
darn excited to see the dino ppl.
1pm at where agn?
gosh. i frget. pple tell me pls!
ohhh. i printed my course notes and all.
hahas. yay!
looks chim though.
faints.
TT.
replies!
weiling : hahas! will link u soon!
hweeyi : Coming le! :X
Yanping : HAHAS. some says that his pattern. hahas!
florist : err. orhs.
cherine : not fun la! i send u songs somemore!
wingsze : HELLO! ((:
weiling : hey! i knw u are jealous! hehs.
xiaoyan : sorry mahs. pple lazy. TT
kerene : SO, COME NP! HMS! my gosh. advertisment fr them.
michelle : seesee. welcome to bzse! LOL. i am going camp siao((:
`Kenneth.
Hello pple!
hahas. got back from camp yest.
shall tell u all abt the details.
Think that camp was like secondary sch camp,
where u sleep on the hard cold floor,
with sleeping bags,
and fans.
Guess what.
HMS RULES LA.
We slept in the loft.
which was like apartments from condos,
packed with air con-ed rooms, plus the living rm.
hahas. jealous? ((:
Day one.
Went into the lecture hall.
didnt knw anyone.
was darn bored.
registered,
blah blah.
knew what grp i was frm,
headed to the loft.
met the guys from my grp.
and started craping.
Then ehh.
lots of games la.
AND DARN WET I TELL U. LOL.
horrible wet stinky sweaty games.
but it did bond us. ((:
thats cool.
Got back, chatted with awhile,
found out that eddie was a conman. LOL.
and went off to slp at arnd 3am plus.
after going to the girls bunk at 1am plus to rehearse on the dance.
ohoh. and i have to say.
the boombeyala cheer is nice man.
ok. nvm.
oh. during the games lots of things happened la.
and i got abit screwed up.
zzz. nvm.
skip that.
Day 2.
uhhuh.
this is where all the FUN came in.
hahas. played games thru out.
and there was this GIRL who was screaming.
"idw a bj! idw a bj!"
LOL. cause we were playing the candle game.
and the gls were blowing the candles.
like seriously.
THEY DONT MATCH. LOL.
me and elton was laughing all the way.
anyways. elton is another hot hunk la.
lol. aka. my saviour. LOL.
he stood beside me,
and when the water bomb came,
it hit him instead of me.
i was dry and he was drenched la.
LAUGHS.
During the campfire and all,
me and eddie went to buy snacks.
fr the night's party.
darn cool i tell u. lol.
OHOHOHHHH.
i will never forget.
the night dance till 12 plus am after the campfire.
THATS SIMPLY ROCKS.
hahahs!
everyone was screaming,
and cheering and all.
darn cool la. will nvr frget that. hahas.
Afterwards,
went down to the girls bunk agn,
play games and all.
till 5am. while the "exos" came in and catch us.
lol.
lights off were at 230am.
ok. lalalas.
then the guys gt out,
when back.
and then. me, eddie, elton, and matt started playing cards.
talkin jokes.
laughing our ass off.
until 7am.
we were suppose to meet at 8 fr breakfast.
then somehow.
so dumb.
we slept at 7. woke up at 715. LOL.
nonsense la.
Day 3.
went fr breakfast,
everyone was looking like zombies.
hahahahas!
ohoh. kealas are the most creative grp! woots!
we dont need the first place.
we just needed to use our brains!
right dino?
one lil two lil three lil indians.
LOL.
our campfire dance. laughs!
then went fr the induction programme.
everyone was nearly slping. lololol!
ok. nt nearly. WAS SLPING. LOL.
then we seperated to our individual course place.
then stella, adam, was there also.
with few our keala pple.
met nianting.
new friend.
same class also. hahas.
then stayed on till 2 plus.
went home finally,
frm 5 plus slpt until 3 plus pm today. hahaha!
sorry ar.
nvr slp mahs. ((:
That was basically it la.
then monday meetin up with the dinos for lunch.
monday start sch le!
omgosh. zzz.
oh.
and juowi left a mark on me.
so that i will remember him eh.
hahas. juowi and yueru was our GLs.
grp leaders.
hey. they are the best u all could ever find.
since pple letting u eat double cheese burger at 3plus am?
LOL.
if u guys read all the way till here.
im so proud of u.
and amased.
lolol! they were more details la.
but i lazy type alr.
in conclusion,
HSM FOC RULES!
we ho ar,
zai ar,
steady ar!
hahas! KEALAS! DINO!
JAI HO! HAHAS! ((:
we will win the war!
they will sweep the floor,
they will bang the wall!
weets!
`Kenneth.
and girl,its time to let go..
Hey peeps.
A few more hours and i will be at ngee ann having camp.
Rofl!
13-15th.
Miss me aye?
HAHAS.
and job is super tiring la.
sighs.
cannot take off also.
sian..
zzz.
tatas~.
`Kenneth.
Alright peeps.
A few more hours. and poof.
i will be at ngee ann having my camp.
Miss me people!
LOL.
tatas~
This feeling totally sucks.
Argh.
Dont know what on earth is happening.
I shouldnt be bothering.
But why am i still thinking so much.
Looking aimlessly around the house now.
Feel so constrained and helpless.
Cant do much now also.
Audi is becoming a emo location for me.
Go in happily,
hardly will come out happily as well.
What on earth is going on la.
ARGH.
Someone.
Save me from my misery please.
No point lying to myself everyday.
I'm kinda a realistic fellow.
Tomorrow will be a better day?
I beg to differ.
Who knows whether i will get banged by a car tmr?
call me mr.negative.
i dont give a damn.
Thats who i am.
Like it anot.
Its still who i am.
This is some part of my life.
Where im trying to fit into everywhere.
Getting tired.
Why have i got to put in so much effort?
Putting on a fake smile everyday is tiring.
seriously.
Drifting away bahs.
Was close with jerad, mich, kat fr a period of time.
Thanks to them.
I wasnt that emo when i go audi.
But..
Hmm.
Things change i suppose.
I dont want keep relying on them also.
It will just be a burden.
Dont wanna be an extra to their fam also.
Hmm. Mel, Weiling, Adri, Aloy, Kerene.
Gayfamily.
Rofl.
Never fails to bring me laughter.
Once again.
i was one of the latecomers. lol.
But i have to say.
They are a bunch of great peeps. (:
Dont wanna be too much of an extra there also. (:
Next up.
Pinge, Peace, Maomao, Laobei, Vamz, Domo, Bimbo.
Heartfamily.
lol.
hmm. this bunch of people are also greatttt laa. hahas.
My audi companions eh?
Not very close yet bahs i suppose?
Still need break more ice eh dajie?
hahas.
I always the emo one among them. lolol.
Huilin!
rofl! hahas.
ty fr being there always ar! ((:
But.
Seriously la.
When need slp, go slp.
dont over tire yourself. (:
i dont want be bad guy who takes away pple's slp wor. (:
As fr a particular her.
hmm.
thanks fr everything laa.
seriously.
memories will be there.
all the sweet one of coz.
hate to say this.
but jealously kills i guess.
up to now.
zzz.
and then.
others like. zhuzhu, and my bunch of friends out there.
ty to u all too! (:
Hey hmm.
guys. dont take it to heart fr wad i said k?
tats just hw i feel.
and i find no point keeping it frm u all.
since u all are my closest friends(:
After a long post.
Guess i end here le bahs.
Darn it pissed.
Wanted to go out with my friends.
==.
Last min decisions.
and u ask me not to be last min.
Set an example first la horh. ==
`Kenneth.
Aiya.
Everyone's forgetting me soon.
Seriously.
Dots la.
Nvm.
Replies to tags that was WAY BACK.
-Jerad : yes dearest? im ok. (:
-Michelle : LOL. i dont own a zoo!
-Kerene : Laughs. i will try my not to emo k? take note of the try(:
-Melissa : Hahas. maybe not extra. an outcast bahs.
-Weiling : YES. ELEPHANT GLUE. <3
-Aloy : Taadaa!~ i did update! -removes cobwebs- (:
-David : Hold on..you are..? o.o
-Kathy : Hey! Contact me soon bahs. Dont go into emo state agn!
-Norman : WHAT BASTARD. u gt msg me meh?!
-Kurt : hey kurtilicous! HAHAS.
-Xiaoyan : I not bully la. guai kia <3
-Melissa : ehhh. i still here! hahas!
DONE! (;
Can someone tell me what am i suppose to do now..?
Cause i really dk what to do.
I dk what you are thinking.
I dk what you want.
Cant you just put it straight forward to me..?
Cause i am thinking too much.
and i cant get a solution.
my head is really bursting soon.
Going into audi and emo everyday? idk.
Someone.
Anyone.
Help.
`Kenneth.
