Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I'm kind of in a state where i really dk what to do anymore.
You havent been giving me clear signs,
and im just about clueless here trying to live my everyday life, happily. (Ya, sure. -.-)

Its just kinda hard to explain everything in words how i feel,
somehow hope people can understand.

Hmm. Last week had been a long and tiring week.
At least thats over, but more to come.
I want to go Uni!
Cmon, buck up Kenneth!

With my current GPA now. Gah.


Been really trying to find someone to pour everything out.
Like what my lecturer say, she can feel some disappointment and anger among us.
Which i find it true, but not only in school i guess.
To be honest, im thinking about it every single day.
Who am I to you now?
Its kinda hard to bluff my way thru and be happy.
Its still something my heart cares about much.

Blogging so much, also wonder who actually bothers to read.
Just here again to rant my feelings to myself as usual.

Hmm.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Guess that says it all..

Not that its hard to trust you or whatsoever.
You said you are busy.
Yet you were on facebook and twitter and everything.
Till you cant even reply a sms to me. Are you really busy to that extend?
Or you just plainly forgot about me.

Can see that you were clearly waiting for someone else's text.

That should send me a signal to tell me to fcuk off from your life alr..

Yeah.. Thanks..?